Ok, Its been like forever since I've last posted but up to my neck in work so to speak. Schools started again whice barely any room to move. And I've turned ito a twilight obsesser along with about half my friends at school. Though I havent seen the movie (yet!) Im reading the books. I've finished Twilight (in my record time) and almost finished New Moon. My friend had set up this absolutly BRILLIANT post Breaking Dawn Fanfiction set in Renesmee's point of veiw. So I'll give y'all the link, go read it and reveiw it! or there wont be another chapter!! (NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *dies inside*)
 

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4878817/1/Morning_Star

and about 'Something Special In My Life', something will happen soon. For now all other Fics are dis-continued untill further notice, for I have lost the written (yes I do them on paper first) versions and are hunting everywhere for them.

Again I woke with a start as the baby insisted on making me sick. After getting rid of the bitter taste I walked over to Jack. He was engaged in a peaceful sleep. Only once before had I seen him in such a peaceful sleep that it made me smile in content. I took the oppertunity to sketch him and I pulled out my sketch book and pencils. I started with his frame, the basic shapes of his body. I then began to round it up, giving it form before oulding on his clothes. Then his face. It took a while to get him smile just right. Finally I added sceenery and shading. I decided to sketch a close-up of his face, so I can remember his beautiful smile. By the time I had finished that I was fast asleep again with pencil in hand and the book in my lap. Jack woke a few minutes later. He was worried at first, not finding my warm bond next to his but soon found me at the base of our tree with a book in my lap and pencil in hand. He carefully took the book from my hands and flipped through its pages. He was on most of them mixed with a few random skribblings and other people. He smile d at the likeness.
"Is my butt really that big?" he asked himself.
"Its a good butt, dont be ashemed" I replied out of nowhere. He looked up and blushed slightly.
"You drew these?"
"Well, yeah"
"Why didnt you tell me?" I was scared he would get angry.
"I dunno, I was embaresst, I guess" I replied.
"You were embaresst of these?! They're beautiful" he said holding up the sketch book.
"Really?"
"Just like you" he said sweetly. I smiled ans shuffled closer to him. He put his arms around me and pulled me into a warm hug. After he released me he pulled me into his lap and I placed me head on his chest where I could hear hid heart beat loud and clear. He stroked me head as we looked through the pages of the sketch book. We laughed as I explained why I had drawn the random skribblings and what was running through my mind when I did. I closed my eyes and listened to his heart beat when we had finished.
"Carry me away, Jack" I said finally breaking the silence.
"What do you mean?"
"Carry me away where no one can find us, where we can life together forever, where we can be happy forever" I said. I took in a deep breath and insted on clear air, I exhailed silver light.
"Whatever will make you happy, My Shining Star" he said sweetly. I smiled without opening my eyes or lifting my head. He kissed my forehead and I nuzzled into his chest. Again I feel asleep with him cradling my body.
 

 -o0o------To Be Continued------o0o-

I woke with a start the next morning. It was twilight moment before thwe stars disappeared and the sun shon throgh the clouds. Jack's body was tangled in mine and our skin pressed together. His arms were wrapped around me so tight I thought I couldn't breathe for a second. He looked so peaceful when he slept, so peaceful that I didn't want to disturb him but something in the pit of my stomach insisted that I move. I wriggled away from him. He rolled onto his side seeking my warmth. I smiled at his peaceful expression. I rushed over to some bushes and threw up. My stomach was strong but this was just too much. It felt like there was a washing machine in my stomach and it was on full blast. My noise had woken Jack and he walked over to me. I wiped my face with my hand and leaned up against a near by tree trunk.
"Nova! You're...different!" Jack was shocked. The way he said it suggested something was very wrong. I crawled over to the crystel clear pond. I looked at my reflection and found the cause of Jacks shock. My features had changed. My eyes were a sparkling silver grey and my hair had gone from a beautiful vibrant orange to a chilling ice white. I leaned up againt the tree again and a lonley tear rolled down my face.
"Nova, whats wrong?" Jack asked sitting next to me. He put his arm around my shoulders and pulled my head into his chest. I didnt lift my gaze.
"Jack, I'm...I'm-" I tried to say.
"What?" I couldnt say it. It burned me to even think it. I tried again.
"Jack, I'm...pregnant" I finally managed to get out.
"What?!"
"Please dont hate me" I said in such a little girl lost voice it sent chills down my spine. I cound sence he had heard it too because his expression softened.
"I could never hate you" he said softly. I looked up and smiled at the warmth I found in his eyes. His eyes shifted to focas on my hair.
"What's wrong with you?"
"Nothing's wrong with me"
"Then what happened to the ranga-ness?" he couldnt find any other way of saying it.
"You remember last night?"
"Oh, how could I forget?" he said cheekily.
"Yeah, well, you remember how my body saoked up the moon's shine?" He nodded.
"And how I let out the flash of light?" He nodded again.
"Well, in my mother's traditions that's called 'Benaca Minal Sarina' or the bonding of the mind's soul" I explained.
"Which means?"
"That now we're husband and wife" I said with a small smile. Ha smiled back.
"But because it happened at night means I'm, most likely, the reincarnation on 'Lunalda Alta', the moon god of my species. More than that she is the god of beauty, power, night and ... time" I explained. Jack's eyes widened.
I looked up at him and said:"Which means that my life spane...our life spans have been extended by about," I thought for a moment "500 years. Give or take a few." Jack gasped. I leaned into him and he put his arms around me. I took one of his hands in mine and placed it on my abdomen.
"So how long's it going to be? I mean untill the baby comes?" He didnt seem as shocked as I thought he would be.
"Not sure. Depending on the DNA combonation it could be anywhere from 5 months to 18 months, if there are no problems thats is" I answered.
"18 months?!" now he was shocked.
"Yes, 18 months" I repeated. I lay my head in his lap and stared up into the eyes of the one that loved me. He smiled down at me. He stroked my hair line, ghosting across my forehead.
"How are we going to explain this?"
"I dont know, make something up"
"What about the baby?"
"We'll figure something out, when the time comes" I said. It was nearly mid day and though I knew both families were scared half to death by our disappearances and the only one that knew where we were was keeping our secret safe, I felt truley at peace with the world. A gentle breeze whispered through the trees and the sun glisened on the pond's surface like diamonds. We found our clothes and put them on, however torn they were, before resuming our position, my head in his lap, gazing up into his eyes and him leaned up against a tree, staring down at me and stroking my hair line. Birds swooped down and catching fish from the pond and butterflies skitted in the air. The breeze occasionaly touched our bodies. I closed my eyes and drifted into sleep. This was the begining of the rest of our lives.